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do people get more emotional as they grow older? or do things affect them more as they get more sensitive to everything that happens around them? do people crave more attention? or do people simple desire companionship more cos everyone's much too busy with their own lives...

see... this is what happens when i'm a bit too free. correction... when i have things to do but i procrastinate. i think that's my middle name. need to change. the year started off fine. it got progressively busier... and now i'm feeling a little off-track again. It cant be like last sem where i screwed everything i did. if i bought a pair of earrings for every time i felt lousy this year... i may have to get another earring stand. =P (granted, nothing can be compared to last sem... NOTHING)

i guess i'm the sort who puts 200% into doing ONE thing and in the process, screws everything else real bad... whoever said gals were good multi-taskers? maybe we are, but i procrastinate. haha. vicious cycle =)

maybe my chinese new yr resolution should be to finish everything that needs to be done today BY TODAY. haha... maybe i should have adopted that 21 years ago.

i miss theatre. i miss volunteering. i miss trying out new things. i miss some of the little things that make me complete, that i've conveniently forgotten about or put aside cos there are other things which happen to be taking up so much of my life now. i can't be wanting to escape, take a break or put things on hold all the time. i guess it's time to do something again... like how i was in my first sem. it was a mad sem, but i loved every minute.

i need to stop whinnnnnning and realise who i am is not defined by the number of people who view me. it's defined by how i think and hopefully, not what other people think of me. what am i saying...

mid term tmr... i'm feeling hopeful and (hopefully) somewhat smarter than 2 mins ago.

@ 6:23 AM

寂寞城市- 周蕙

今晚的夜色很美
美得让人想迟一点睡
若是夜空少了星星的点缀
月亮会不会累
这夜色凄凄的美
没有爱的人容易憔悴
就像霓虹般亮丽的周围
只是一种寂寞颓废

城市里所有寂寞的人类
有几个和我一样偷偷的流泪
若是将它一滴一滴积累
会不会流成一条冰冷的河水

城市里所有寂寞的人类
有几个像我一样厌倦了疲惫
若是真心一颗一颗的摧毁
会不会全世界和我伤悲

整座城市陷入漆黑
孤独人在寻找自己的定位
伪装变成了一种防备
防备怕被人看穿心碎

found this on a friend's blog... hope he's really okie.
the song...amazing lyrics... i was blown over by how 凄美 it was.
the melody doesn't sound fantastic, but the lyrics speak for themselves.
i fell in love with it just reading the lyrics...

@ 12:31 PM

just thought they were hilarious =)

@ 6:55 AM

happy holidays people! use the time well. get a well-deserved mid sem break, collect enough ang pows, eat and sleep alot, finish up the darn essays and mug for your mid term tests k. love u all loads! =)

@ 8:23 AM

kinda need to whine just a little.

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i didnt want to stop, but rational me felt bad abt making the people who read my blog read such nonsense. snap out of it already!

@ 11:47 PM

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