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when your best friend says everything is ok, everything IS ok.

the glass is not even half full... =)

@ 10:03 AM

if i snap at you, threaten to kill you, blow my top at you, ignore you, snap at you, blow my top at you, threaten to kill you, you get my point... IT'S NOT ME.

=(

@ 8:15 AM

In the midst of reading through the Sedition Act and the NPPA, my heart suddenly fluttered just a little faster thinking about sat. =)last race of the season people. i said it during june race, i'm saying it now again, it's really now or never. head's up! =)

@ 12:28 AM

stop thinking already!

@ 11:21 AM

FAITH...

in yourself, your decisions, your abilities, your opinions, your thoughts, your reasoning, in the people around you, the goodness of others, the good will of others and the feelings of other people.

the ability to trust yourself and others is almost like a gift everyone should long to have. To be able to see the world with child-like innocence and to believe wholeheartedly in the goodness of people and the authenticity of their feelings is something we should all remember to do.

but that takes a tremendous amount of courage, and courage comes only if you're willing to take the first step.

what say you?

@ 1:01 PM

what does it take to break you before u decide it's time for a change?

i'll do my crying in the rain.

@ 12:58 PM

tonight was highly anticipated, well-deserved (all the crazy school projects, exams, papers and reports) and it was loads of fun, as usual. Camwhoring, singing, camwhoring =) i hearts us.

Something interesting happened as I was walking home though. I was singing 逆光 (obviously still in the KTV mood) when i approached this unlighted street lamp. Out of the blue, the light came on just as i walked past it! haha... how cool is that. It was even more exciting cos I could swear it was white light that came on instead of the normal orange lights. For that one ethereal moment, i felt like someone was trying to tell me something. What it is, I have no idea... I just think it was quite cool, especially cos i was singing 逆光. haha. me and my random thoughts and the overworked brain matter.

i heart kay-tee-vee, zhao-pian-ji and you-all. =)


也许我一直害怕有答案
也许爱情仅在风里打转
离开释怀
很短暂又重来
有时候自问自答

我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下

有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见

那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

我以为无路后退
反复证明这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑
忍住疲惫
睁开眼打开窗
才发现你就是光芒!

@ 9:42 AM

"check blind spot!" - my poor instructor.

going crazy with work.

looking forward to the weekend.

please don't stop the music.

@ 8:08 AM

addicted to google earth =)

@ 11:11 AM

i've got a list in my hp from that night at starbucks...

1. wakeboarding
2. zoo
3. ubin
4. sun tanning
5. botanic gardens
6. JB (again!)
7. tennis
8. jurong pool
9. halloween
10. spca
11. xmas party

if we clear one item every week, we'll need close to 3 months! let's get started on it soon k.

loves my lurves, as always.


sometimes, we keep things to ourselves because we don't want to burden one another with our problems, especially when we know everyone's so busy. sometimes we don't know how to express what we really feel cos we're afraid of it being taken the wrong way. sometimes we don't know what to say. sometimes we don't say the things we mean to prevent making things difficult for one another. sometimes, all we need is a little space, and a little time.

little do we realise it's precisely these good intentions and the things we don't say that end up hurting the most. it seems like we're ALL guilty of it, one way or another. no one needs to apologise cos no one's in the wrong, but at the same time, we're all responsible too.

you know i STILL draw my strength from u all, more than ever now.

loves. always

@ 8:28 AM

and this was yet another crazy week and things set to look the same till the end of the semester. boo

my mum asked out of the blue one night as i slouched on her bed if i regretted doing my honours. granted, i have sucky grades and i would possibly be working in a job i would have quite liked if i didnt do my 4th year. But i guess there's no time for regrets.

as long as i get my "nights out" with good friends, the occasional cute guy to drool at, a good read once in a while, constant hope for better things and the knowledge that i'm still a lucky and blessed gal, i'm content, for now at least. =)

oh yah! i wanna go cycling sooon!

sweet dreams everyone...

@ 10:13 AM

真正爱过的滋味,你知道吗?

i don't.

@ 10:33 AM

几次真的想让自己醉
让自己远离那许多恩怨是非
让隐藏已久的渴望随风飞
噢 忘了我是谁

女人若没人爱多可悲
就算是有人听我的歌会流泪
我还是真的期待有人追
何必在乎我是谁
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我不期待有人追, 只是觉得有点累...

@ 8:37 AM

maybe change is really the only constant.

jiayou everyone... =)

@ 9:23 AM

an unexpected call gave me renewed confidence and faith.

It was a breath of fresh air and hopefully, the REAL brand new start that the team needs.

time to put everything aside and remember WHY we started the sport in the very first place.

the emotions we felt, the people we loved and still love, the team.

time to bring out that box to the pontoon and leave everything inside before we load the boat.

all unhappiness, politics, anger and frustrations.

time to discover that once-familiar feeling of rowing with a purpose again.

"If it's not for the person in front, beside or behind you, then there's no point..." someone once told me.

remember what we said after june race.

we still have one month to make it work.

be with me.

@ 11:53 PM

on a day i decided to be anti-social and talk to no one,

i met aaron, weili and michael in school! haha =)

@ 8:32 AM

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